Love is...

Missing your eyes race through my thoughts
Studying my chapters and prolongs through applied sciences
And inter-courses
To attain a degree in loving me
Capitalizing on my delusions
To illuminate the buried conclusions
Elevate my life from a product of my environment
Promote me to its creator
I realized my wildest fantasy
Immediately following tasting
The drips of your lips nectar
That you could take me on more than just
An emotional rollercoaster
Ride
More like a glide
Floating…..flying free
Clouds beneath me
You love me…

I think of you from early til evening
I’m even dreaming
Of your outer appearance
And how it complements your spirit
I hear it
Even through my bullet proof barrier
Your heart beating
Breaking and entering into a new era
Pumping blood throughout your body
To keep you well and alive for me
Forcing me to face reality
You love me…

I matured to become a woman
Taught the tendencies of a man
Yet you stand in front of chest
And direct me to the left
Force me to digest
The actual proof I prayed for
Instead of the environment I was raised for
Salty tiles on the bathroom floor
You stand before me…..Confident
You hold me….Tight
You show me…the conditions of unconditional
I bartered my heart for yours
A possession I sweated & suffered hard for
I’m yours…..

You’ll see me spitting guidance in your corner
Breathe fresh air to relieve your disorder
Question your stagnant orders
See you with no guidelines or precepts.
Master of your inter-net
I steadily progress
To achieve success
Serving human revolution for 2
You love me….transcending
I love you….through

IDK

I always said I wouldn't be that
although I tend to obsess I can't protest
smiles I try to hide,blushes over flushed skin
I always said I wouldn't be that
person whose eyes yours would aways connect with
divert my eyes just to run down to your lips, shit
I always said I wouldn't be that
lookin for you after you were done flowin
but here I am the midnight poet
I always said I wouldn't be that
modern day stalker writing to you
I'll be your groupie,Shit...
I always said i wouldn't be that

Liquid's Lament

Here I stand before you
at a level reminiscent of a slaves
lower...
so better yet,
Here I sit before you
pleading, and waiting
hoping that the moon will come back
cause I am water and I mourn the rising of the sun
Cause when she comes I know my time is done
Everything dried
I still want to serve you
master
teacher
lover
mother
earth.
I the water
mourn the rising of the sun.
Her warmth symbolizes my descent.
I'm pleading and waiting.

My Declaration of Independence

Real Life requires me to make real money
Real money requires me to work long hours
Long hours take up my whole day
My whole day is done
And yet here I am
still real
but bruised...

Black-eyed, snaggle-toothed
Loosing strength with every breath
Real life is a consistent abuser
Corrupted by greed,
life does misdeeds
That feed of my misfortunes
And then leaves me for dead
And here I am
still real
but not a victim...

Beaten by the bricks and cement
The open-ended stares
The expected keep expecting
every month another expectation
they pile up like waste
they press into my skin to taste
they look to my face but not in my eyes
And here I am
still real
physically in pain but mentally content

That's my revenge

My mind will never be owned
The devilish functions of life will never even reach the tissue
Cuz real life is a bitch
Real hope keeps me from being fucked
I'm weak in my exterior
but mental compacity is a first class secure facility
So here I am
Still REAL
and ready for life

Between Passes(ages)

Blending becomes a deep quiet
Breathing until it continues
Bending unto it doth soon cause
Breaking

Which mends the bends that I blend
Atomology into carbon dioxides into oxy-gen

Or it OXI-GIN
that new label of sin
And I sin, yes I sin

Blinding the signs
to detour to my veins
that pump through my arteries
to my heart

Which pumps cells
to bleed into
Brain cells
and imprison

ignorance with wisdom

Rebel Music

I’m a rebel with no cause
I’m starting to act with no pause
Disregarding all of my flaws
Walking around with a clenched jaw
Like a warrior…
On my way to good and bad, food and liquor
Changing my demeanor
I’m hating you for no reason
My loving changes by the season
I tend to live day by day
Every minute I treasure
Every second is pleasure
Time is time and it needs no measure
I live to love and love to live
I still…fucks no give
Gives no fuck!
Live life straight off my luck
Enjoy myself
Hate yourself
Because you…yes gives fuck
You give a fuck
I want you to one day get like me
Try to be me
Cause life tends to be so lovely
When you are a rebel with no cause
Act with no pause
Disregard life’s flaws
Spend your time in this fight
Fight to be tight
Do what isn’t considered to be right
Living life still reaching for the light
Just a rebel with no cause…

Puff, Paaasssssssssss.........

(Wrote this one on receipt paper at that Hookah bar wit Paris, Krissy and Shavonne....Remember T)

Air blows through my brains
And circulates through my veins,
Up through my spine
And into mother earth’s vines
Until it creates carbon dioxides on my insides.
Then I breath fresh air again…..
It hits harder as I let the ink bleed from the pen,
And Then…….AND THEN!!!!
Not just trying to rhyme the tick-tock with time
I spit anatomic vomit of intellectual rhyme
Eases my mind when time vibes with the 1-2 step
Improvisation of life’s tick tock clock
It goes tick tock,
‘Til it reaches the epitome of the epiphany again I breath…..
Fresh air flows through my lungs and I see you standing at the end of my last breath
And I sing and I sleep and again I Breath.